Night time ramblings.

More night time ramblings. I have many books sited beside me, yet i feel unable to read anything. Perhaps that is a sign i should have attempted sleep. Yet that option is strangely unattractive. Instead what i do feel is the desire to cook, which of course i am unable to as it would firstly wake mother up, and secondly wake the cats up, who are currently sleeping in the kitchen. The cats, not my mother. I find cooking strangely zen like in it's ability to clear my mind. Odd that i should want to do more of it recently, seeing as i have been eating less and less.

I would say i'm not even hungry, yet i've just eaten some chocolate. Yum.